...when all you want to is curl up and cry until your eyes are red, and sore, and puffy? Until your face is all blotchy and cut across with mini rivers? Until your breaths come harsh and ragged?
I want to scream and tear my hair out. I want to smash things, break something. Someone. I want to jump around and release all of the anger, stress, tension, and sadness I have built up inside me.
I want a hug, but there's nobody around to make me feel better. There's nobody to ease my pain.
I need someone to make me feel safe again. I'm tired of feeling like I'm on edge. I'm tired of feeling like I need to run away and having to force myself to stay put. I want to feel safe and wanted in the shelter someone's arms. I want to feel like I'm home.
I want to go home...
