Thursday, 3 October 2013

Crippling Fear

You consume my thoughts day and night. I want to stop thinking about you.
When I know that you're with friends I get insanely and immaturely jealous. I want to spend time with you.
I miss you constantly when I'm not with you. I wish I could stop noticing your absence.
I try to do things to impress you. I am so pathetic.
I try and tempt you to see me instead when I know that you have plans. It really hurts every time you refuse.
I do things I don't want to do in an attempt to keep you around. I'm scared I won't be enough without it.

I am so scared of all these feelings. I'm scared you will run from me in the end.

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