Pretty much everything is changing and evolving. A little is negative, but for the most part it is positive. Prospects are good, I am making changes happen and it doesn't have me shrinking in fear like it has done in the past.
Home life is horrible. It has been for a long, long while, and it's only deteriorating further. But that will be another change that will come in time. Once I am ready, home life will be excellent.
I have almost everything that I need, and that is helping me to keep optimistic when I would otherwise be completely lost. A lot is thanks to my man, who is the greatest and my favouritest person ever. I love you so much Nemui Kuma. <3
I have been musing, however, just how much of it had been down to luck. My luck feels like it has changed over the last year or so. If that is the case, I would have to attribute it to having acquired my own Beckoning Cat. Supposedly they beckon in good luck and fortune. Has Rakkī been doing that for me? Is he really working? I doubt it is a placebo affect as I've not put any thought into it until recently.
If so, is it a sign that I should be putting more faith in Shinto? It isn't a religion per say, as the Kami aren't classed as gods, more like spirits. It's more of a way of life, and a belief in these spirits and the way that they affect the world. Should I try and implement more of these beliefs and see how things go? It is something I will have to think about.
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